The sun rises once again,
Awakening me from the calm of night before,
Where I could hear nothing but the sound of silence,
Where I could feel nothing but the breathing of my soul,
With the majesty of the morning sun,
Comes with it the sorrows of my life,
Where the realities of losing you haunts me,
Where the shadows of the past taunts me,
Cries of mine to you to return,
Falls upon the grounds below,
Like the autumn leaves which drops from the tree up above,
Like the droplets of rain from the clouds beyond reach,
The woe within my heart,
Hides between the shadows of the dark,
Praying for the night,
For it all to go away again.
It was not so long ago
when I thought I’d never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I’m in control
Believing I’d never fall.
All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.
Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.
I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any ‘us’, that’s our destiny
so I wake up to reality.
I lied when I said
I didn’t love you,
that my feelings for you
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.
I wouldn’t do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can’t hold on much longer
‘coz for us there’s no forever.
I cried all night until morning came.
i’ll surely find the strength to start walking.
i guess the sun has risen to conceal my heart
because soon the darkness will certainly grow bright.
truly everyone wants to grant a wish but sometimes
it doesn’t go the way you want.
if i collect fragments of hope in the palm of my hand,
i can change them into wonderful joy.
My friends and loved ones give me courage
and i’m holding tight to those words
but the final answerone i must find by myself.
continuing forth for tomorrow.
my feelings are undefeated by the rainand passes through the flame.
i want to persist that strongly
and so someday
even when it seems everything is falling apart.
can’t sleep at night cause i wanna be with you.
don’t want to live,
don’t want to cry
without you by my side.
when i go to sleep at night,
i ask God to make my days bright.
i know he will do it
and i know it is true.
because he knows i only want to be with you.
i hear your voice inside my head.
i can imagine us together again.i
know it will happen.
I know it is true
because i asked God
if i can be with you.
i see you and i together again.
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
what a beautiful feeling……
i wish it were true…
………………but i am only dreaming – dreaming of you…….
I’m hurt all the time.
I don’t want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me…
I’m alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don’t see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I’m sorry, I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I’m always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I’m scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don’t want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don’t do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light….
If ever the weep of silence
That echoes inside my heart
You have heard,
If ever you have known
The loneliness that accompanies me,
If ever the color of pain
That tinges my tears crystal
You have seen,
If ever you have felt
How emptiness fills my heart –
Ask sky what it feels to love!
Kinda lose your sense of time
Cause the days don’t matter no more
All the feelings that you hide
Gonna tear you up inside
You hope he knows you tried
thoughts Follow you around all day
And you wake up soaking wet
Cause between this world and eternity
There is a face you hope to see
You’ve been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won’t ever be the same
Someone cries and you’re to blame
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you’ll defeat
The picture you see it won’t disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or his voice you hear
You know where you’ve sent him
You sure know where you are
You’re trying to ease off
But you know you won’t get far
And now he’s up there
Sings like an angel
But you can’t hear those words..
Days Pass By Somehow..
But Nights Now Are A Wagon Of Pain.
Injuries May Heal With Time..
But Marks Will Always Remain.
Restless On My Comfortable Bed..
I Toss n Turn n Try To Sleep.
But Thoughts Are Bulking My Head..
And Have Formed A Huge Heap.
The Past Is Flashing Its Scorching Light Beams..
Tearing Me Apart…Breaking Me At The Seams.
The Darkness Of My Life Is More Visible In The Dark..
And Now I’m Trying To Give It A Voice…
Trying To Speak My Heart!
The time has changed a lot….
The situation has changed a lot..
Can’t forget the days when
We used to laugh on silly things…
We used to share the most silent things and the most secret ones….
Neither you are same now nor me
but there will be one thing which will always remain the same
“the care and love on you”
just want to say
i really miss u a lot…