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Life Is At A Standstill

It has never been like this
not quite sure of what i want 
don’t know what more that i need to do, 
feels like a soul devoid of life;

one moment my joy knew no bounds, 
a new beginning is what i got, 
a new meaning to a lonely existence, 
i was happy;

as reality dawned on me, 
i felt my happiness come crashing down, 
all in one big thud, i wondered 
if my luck was anything but bad;

i try to find a reason, 
i try to find a cure, 
i tried all that was possible, 
but it feels as if my life has come to a standstill;

i don’t want to give up, 
i don’t want to cave in so easily, 
so i am desperately plotting my revenge 
against a life that has become mundane; 
(and take control of it once and for all 
before i lose my sanity and question my very existence

The thing called life

The Sun, the rain

the sweat and the pain,

some tears and little smile

and thats all what we gain.

Broken hearts but strong love

behaving as if gone insane,

hoping to be happy forever

still walking on that lonely lane.

Struggling hard to see their smiles

crying all day and gone through strife,

leaving all the happiness of ours

but Thats the Thing is Called ‘-LIFE’

 

What they don’t see

If only they knew how hard it is for me…

am turning 18 and the world I begin to see..

my friends begin to change right in front of my eyes

and now hey seem to laugh and tell all sorts of lies,

they hang around in groups of three or fourthe language they use….. is not gentle anymore…

the kids that seem the most lonely wind up in their pack

and those that stand alone talk behind their back…

those that step to their own beat don’t seem to be taken norm.

I’ve watched a few just fade away to drugs and alcohol…

and many more have given up, too many to recall…

alcohol is an option for anyone in my school,

I’ve lost a friend to booze and i shall not be a fool…

if only I can make a difference, what can I do or say???

I go on each and everyday and try my best…

there is one thing I would like to do before I graduate,

i’d like to touch them all, one by one… before its too late…