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Till i find u

Stripped of my comfort,
I have no place to sleep.
Confused with anxiety,
I can only weep.

Why did this happen?
Oh why is it me?
I don’t know what to do,
This time, I can’t flee.

With no where to run,
I think I’ll lay down.
Only for a bit,
Until the day I’m found.

Find my light

I’m hurt all the time.
I don’t want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me…
I’m alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don’t see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I’m sorry, I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I’m always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I’m scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don’t want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don’t do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light….

The darkness. . .

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The only thing I can see through the window is thick rain drops piercing down on my conscious.

I stay in the middle of my bed curled up and trying to shield myself from the unknown.

I feel like it is never going to shine and never going to stop raining.

The night seems restless and everlasting.

A loud Roar of wind comes crashing down on my window.

I feel that it’s trying to get inside and take me away.

Why can’t this night end soon?!

I’m utterly alone in confining myself to this prison called home.

I’m in solitude that has despair written all around it.

There’s no where else to turn.

Desperate for this night to be over.

I’m daring the sun to come out,

But it doesn’t.

My ears catch every rain drop that falls, while my eyes are blinded shut by darkness.

I stay curled in my fragile state, wishing for this dreadful night to end.

There’s no peaked window that is not surrounded by the pitch black darkness of the night.

There’s no opening of light to which my skin feels warmth.

There’s no crystal clear view, only the solitary confinement which I’m in.

I have nothing else to do but sit and wait.

Quietly crunched in my bed, waiting for darkness to fade into the sunlight.

I will wait!

Trying to contain my thoughts in silence.

I must simply wait…..In hopes that I will not fade within the darkness.